Red Apples

I didn't think I would ever see the day where I could be truly happy again.

Over the past few months, my life has done a one eighty.

That's about it.

I'm happy.

& he's all I need.

About to miss the new Project Runway.

JTP<33

Passing Afternoon

Today was the first day back to school in three months. I can't say I was thrilled to wake up at four fourty five. It was a typical first day. Syllabi, new policies, getting to know our classmates. All bullshit.

Silversun Pickups, Red Bull, and hugs were my saviors.

I really don't mind my classes though. I have Anatomy, English, Chem, Spanish and Media. My teachers are pretty lenient and I imagine with the new grading scale I'll have all A's. Piece of cake. I have plenty of making up to do from last year.

I've found someone who makes me happy. I don't know what to expect or whether to let my guard down or not, but I suppose mentally I'm ready for change. I need something in my life; I need some form of stability. Even though I'm unsure about the outcome of the situation life has presented me with, I know someway or another I'll learn to be happy again.

I have high expectations for what is going to happen between us. And maybe I shouldn't.

There's something about him that keeps my on my toes.

I am desperately craving smokes. It's a problem.

This weekend was fairly interesting. Sunday night mostly... I cleaned up regurgitated tequila and peanut butter crackers for seven hours.

I need a recommendation for a book to read.

Self Taught Learner

I always wind up in the middle of situations I never intend to be in.

I've always said I'm too much for this town.

Quite frankly, I'm in no mood to write at all.

I'm listening to Shwayze right now and craving another Wino.

I burnt Krysten's foot last night when I was ashing one.

I don't know him at all, but I want to be with him.

Maybe it's the change I'm looking for...

I really wish I didn't have terrible insomnia.

Krysten passed out early on me...

I switched back to my Blackberry today.

I felt so incomplete without it.

I love Anderson McIntyre.

My teeth are moving back.

I need a good book to read.

And a venti chai.